Bored Bored.. my Sunday !

Its a damm bloody sunday again.. Last nite didnt go for Jojo Bday at PLAY.. I fell asleep at ard 9 plus i think.. Watch TV halfway then fell asleep... Sorry JOJO and HAPPY 21st Birthday to you!!!...

SIA interview:

This morning I wake up at 11 plus then rush down to Sheraton Hotel for the SIA cabin crew interview.. Being a first timer, i was shocked to my death! Didnt expect this phenomenon to me. First.. there was like "ALOT" of people sooo many preety and handsome people "including me" ahem!ahem!! at first they check my height requirement. Then the Fxxing lady say loud loud, "Im sorry sir U didnt meet our height requirement!" WTH im 170! then she called her supervisor to check and found out she read wrongly.. Stupid blondie! Then they call like10 ppl for the first round interview (which there was 3 rounds).. In the interview room, we all sit infront of the judges like "american next top model" liddat.. gosh so many cute guys some are models.. wooh i got sooo nervous!! Then one by one stand up and do a 2 minute presentation on why they are the right candidate.. Then comes my turn.. gosh I trembled and i think i only speak less than a minute... Im soo freaking nervous.. My first time.. Then after all dat, they ask wait outside the room for the result.. waaa now is like the "apprentice" scene.. all nervous.. then the lady came out. she called out 4 names and say "the rest, thank you for coming.." KNS my name not called.. so sad can!! the chosen one to go for the 2nd round interview all can speak very well, wear so smart with tie, short and neat hair and "Handsome" gosh the model guy got nice bods and face! haha as for me.. im damm shit.. I came with long hair, Skinny jeans, and Tshirt.. hahaha Damm! then I head home and went for a swim.. Anyways, gonna try again next month.. everymonth got..

Back at home:

Sians nth to do at home.. sleep and watch TV.. really budgeting whats left of my savings.. Anyways I took some of my kindergarden graduation pics.. Haha.. kept it from K2 till now.. Sooo cute aint it?? dats why back then always got sooo many pervert uncles try to rape or molest me.. stupid old man!

New Job..

Well, Went for an interview and got a job at O'briens Irish sandwich Bar .. Well I gotta job as Management Trainee... Means that after three month of training I'll be running my own cafe/Bar as a Store Manager.. Well the pay is not that fantastic much much more lower than teaching of course.. But this is what i want to do.. I hate office jobs and I love F&B jobs coz i get to EAT!! haha

Hope this job work out for me and its my stepping stone maybe one day i'll set up my own cafe as well.. well i gotta long way to learn. Aniways you people can come down and chill at my cafe yah!! i'll be stationed at UOB plaza Clerk Quay for the time being... Chaozz..

Devastated

Suddenly felt deeply devastated and dissappointed.. So many things keep going through my mind now.. I cant stop thinking.. Sumtimes i wanna cry, I dont know what i'm thinking..

I lost my job... It was so sudden.. No warning no nothing... I dun even have back up savings to support myself.. I wanted to change job but not this soon, at least after i had saved a bit. Well, My department closed down so i have to go. I spent all of my last mth salary paying my credit card bills and etc... I dunno what i should do now.. I cant tell my mom. She expects so many things from me. I cant dissappoint her.. Guess I have to struggle. My next step is to find job.. well, with some faith and hope i guess i could find one soon. Cant be choosy, these days not easy to get job.

I dunno I suddenly lost hope.. I dunno what I am feeling now.. I feel this uneasiness in my mind and heart. I feel this emptiness thats preventing me from smiling. I dun feel like talking to anyone. I dunno.. I feel so useless.. guess I am a nobody now already.. I lost everything. I am such a miser now.. I feel so low..

I cant tell my family. Im living "alone".. No body is beside me to lend me a shoulder to lean on. I have to be strong by myself all this while... I am very happy when i was succesful but now that i am in the lurch, i feel so down i could break out in tears anytime.. I prayed, but why dont "they" help?? am I such a bad person to have such a bad luck?

Dunno what to do now........ yet alone once again... I regretted so many things in life..

Long time no Update!!

Well sorry folks for not updating for so long coz im really busy didnt even have time to go online.. Well now since im back.. Hmm nothing much happen.. Same old daily stuffs.. Been spending alot of time with my "sushi".. Hes going back to Japan tmr. Well Im gonna MISS YOU!! Cant say much here.. keeping more of my life private coz been the talk of the town lately.. so must stay low low profile.. Well, those who knows i hate you, "I still hate you".. those who knows i care, "I still care".. And those who knows i love you, "I still do!" ... and yah my hair is growing longer.. but soo slow!!

Chilli Crab!!

Went out with my international friends ard 5pm to eat chilli crab at Lau Pa Sat. Two of my friends one from Korea and another from Vietnam.. Both ask me say wan eat chilli crab like dats so my favourite! so I took time off from work and indulge in the heavenly food! So at Lau Pa Sat we ordered Chilli Crab which is ard 60 bucks! "gong gong" "hum" and vegetables.. All my fav!! Gosh the chilli crab so nice! I ate damm alot untill i end up walking like crab.. hahaha.. aniways below r the pics
The gong gong and hum
Our Chilli crab!!!
My Korean friend.. my Vietnam friend


After eating I go home and sleep.. So sleepy sia.. Now wake up at 11pm and blog down... Going back to sleep.. Haiz Im Single and Available.. just random.. I miss U :)

Korean Dinner

After work i met my old friend Iggie.. Known him ever since i small boy 14 yrs old... Anyways, Iggie took me to a Korean Restaurant at China Square.. At first I dun like coz i dun fancy koran food and kimchi.. But after eating, I love the food. The Kimchi is nice too.. We ordered beer as well, a korean beer called "hite".. The beer is damm nice and smooth.. And it goes really well with the food. I ate spicy chicken.. Its so nice.. The whole experience was spectacular. Everything blend in so well.. Gosh Im lovin it!!

Fri, Sat and Sunday madness

Well this is my blabbing for the weekends...

Friday:
After work went to meet friends in town.. was happy and all.. Then suddenly at cine saw my ex, "Rain". He tapped my shoulder from behind and said hi. I stood there shocked and didnt say a word. I stared at him blankly and didnt even smile. My heart suddenly beat so fast. Gosh a year passed and he changed so much.. Must admit that he's not that good looking as before but still. He ask why have i been ignoring him on msn? i couldnt answer just keep quiet.. I just answer dunno then he point middle finger at me then walk off.. My mood suddenly changed.. I bcome not so happy le.. dunno why. Then sumtime later he call my Hp and ask wan to meet anot. I ask why. HE say he miss me. I ask him to fuck off coz he got stead liao and his stead is very ugly. Then at nite went to PLAY with my best bud Andy and his stead and two other girls. Partying was ok only. Then sumtin happen. Andy and his stead quarreled. Coz his stead go and take other guy number than Andy jealous then go and slapped his stead. Then they nearly fight. This his stead "Big Bro" Ah Zhen come and push Andy and wan to beat. I pulled Andy Behind me and ask them to stop. Then I pull Andy go dance floor and dance with me.. I talked things with him and after club both of them go home together.. I think they're ok.. Everytime fight wan. Then when I wan to go home, some ppl make me angry. FUCKING TAKE ME FOR GRANTED! I good enuf call my uncle send them home yet they FUCKING take their Own sweet time sashay here and there mingle mingle untill my uncle wait so long and scold me. I FUCKING pissed at HIM and the friends, I nearly slapped the 4 of them. and NONE OF THEM FORK OUT A SINGLE CENT TO PAY ABIT. SO BO PAISE CAN. FUCKING BITCHES AND SLUTS ENJOY FREE THINGS! GO AND DIE LA! If i see them at Maxwell again dats it..

Saturday:
Went to Legend to sing and drink lots and lots of beer.. haha Sing untill my throat sore now. Halfway then saw Fiona, Yongan and another guy come also they come drink drink.. I wasnt in a good mood coz of my "date" coz of friday nite that thing... Then he pissed me off again by exchanging number with another guy he just met. They went to chat outside secretly and exchange number. How i know.. I may be inside singing but my eyes are everywhere.. At that moment i ask him to FUCK OFF its over. He take his bag and leave, I hack care.. So bleddy angry. I never met anyone so "ARGH!" before. Then Fiona and Yongan get really drunk. They drink in the end I have to take care. Fiona not so bad still can walk. Yongan totally flat, and I have to carry Him halfway.. Cant carry all the way coz too heavy la.. fat liao.. then his BF continue carry him.. Then we sit at maxwell.. Both Fiona and Yongan vomitted like damm alot can!! I was not in a good mood. Fiona in her drunk state very annoying.. I said "DRUNK STATE" normal she very nice. She keep making alot of noise i dun care.. But then she start hitting my face. I du lan then i slapped her damn hard and shout at her to keep quiet. I wan her to wake up la not coz i hate her or wad. And I very particular and dun like ppl hitting my face. U can say anitin can scold my mother father or wad but never touch my face.. One reason coz it was expensive.. lol joking nia.. Then I took Fiona home and she spend the nite at my hse.

Sunday:
Me and Fiona wake up and prepare to go out. We ate curry chicken at home my mum cook then head to town. then ROY pang seh us! MAKE US WAIT FOR 3 HOUR THEN LST MIN SAY NEVER COME. If i bad mood i sure scold upside down and slap! Then met Christina and her super irritating but abit cute friend Benji. Me and Fiona dun like him. Keep on blabbing nonsense that we r not interested in. So we went walk walk in town then go home. I feel abit sick.

Guess u're over and done with.. U dun even care

Im seeing everything clearly now.. U dun even show a slight care from me. I thought id protect you from getting hurt but it seems that Its not worth my effort. The last Sms u sent me clearly showed everything. All the answer I need to know. Well i guessed u moved on fast. So im gonna head home and throw away wad ever things u give me. I hate seeing them now. It just makes me mad. Im gonna get over you. Sumone told me, "Why cry and be sad over you, when you out there are having a good time and dun even think of you not even a slight thought". I figured, I must let you go.. Well, goodbye and i dun ever wanna think of you again..