Thursday nite..

Tonite my friends asked me out to drink in town.. ii was too lazy to go coz very tired and the next day wake up early... and he called me when ii was just about to sleep lying down on my bed le.. i dun wan go but kana forced to.. He say he pei me drink then i bo bian ma near my house so just go lor.. This time is really "out of bed" look.. haha. I only had a long island and a choc martini..

The bar there got so many buddha pantings la... i tot it was a temple... haha the buddha got many expression one.. The first one is Buddha giving the plastic smile and seductive eyes. The second pic is buddha in depression. The third one is buddha is sad coz he gotta ugly hair, a mole on his head and damm droopy ears. The last one was buddha when he was till small... What does this show... PUBERTY changes everything.. The older u get, the uglier U become!

Wed.. Nth much happen

Today was a normal day again.. Ive decided to quit my job in March.. I need to go back and study again.. Made up my mind liao.. too many things stressing me... Gotta be dependant on my parents again maybe for the time being... Probably after finish studyin, ii want to go overseas to work. Nothing left for me stayin here liao.. Probably i'll fall in love with an ang moh there.. haha and get married ther who knows... kekeke.. Well, heres sumthing frm me Wishin You all a Happy New Year!!! Nothing to do in class draw draw le.. haha

In the evening ii went to Cine to watch movie.. Watch 27 dresses.. tot it would be some stupid girlish show but turns out to be very nice and moving.. So romantic yet bimboistic movie.. Went out with this "pal" so auntie can!! aniways ii feel quite bad to him la.. send him aeroplane le but still act as if everything is normal... I hope uu know feelings cant be force and uu being extra caring and nosey is kinda getting me on my nerves.. probably too much mixing with girls made u liddat.. lol.. life is unfair i know, u like the person so much, the person dun like you... The person u dun like, likes u very much... aniways its poetic justice in the end both also hurt... haha kinks showing off my literature expertoir... lmao... Gonna take mc tmr.. feel very tired!!

You are s.i.n.g.l.e make the best of it. It doesnt mean your not good enough, it means [no one] is good enough for y o u.

Today... Nth much

Hmmm... nothing much happened today... went to school on same old boring place... As usual, Business comm module is damm boring so only 2 students turn up.. Those are the "guai kias".. Finish lesson early so wuliao take pic with them.. haha then watch some MR.BEAN vids in class.. haha..

Then in the eve went to Tampenes Mall coz got a meeting with Mr Dave Lim, some Business Partner la.. He's 28 but sooo ke ai look like 20 liddat.. haha.. After that meet a friend there and o eat at Pasta lo.. haha Below pic ii take outside Starbucks while waiting for Mr.Lim.. haha

Who's gonna be my Valentine This year since Ur gone with another??? Gonna be lonely this year Vday!

Sunday Today! Day out in JB

Today ii went JB with Jojo... ii was suppose to go on a business trip nia but ii dun wan go alone so bring Jojo along.. We met at 1pm at bugis and first go to Fu lu Shou ctr and Pray for my good business contract. Then we took bus to JB. The meeting was fast and i gt the contract! yeah! after that we went shopping and walk2. haha Dunno we walk where we actualy got lost! came upon this market so many food! and smoky.. im all sweat out and oily.. hate that feelin! See the pic we took at the market! after that we went home ard 8 plus. The causeway too many ppl and we got stuck! So we walk across the causeway lo soo damm far! After that we went to Causeway point and have dinner at KFC.. tired and all shagged out! went back home!! JB was fun! oh ya, I bought a Giogio Armani Belt and Levis wallet.. soo damm cool and nice! Well, too tired gonna sleep now.. see the pics! haha the last two is me waiting at MacDonalds in JB.. nearly fell asleep too tired

Roses are red, violetets are blue...You are always on my head cuz i love you... I hope you are dead cuz i hate you....These tears I shed are not worth you.

Friday and Saturday crap!

Well now updating for fri and sat stuffs.. haha .. Hmmm let see... Friday, was my stupidest day! I had a meeting till 9 at night.. was not on the right mood too many things on my mind.. was clubbing at PLAY with my friends.. I dunno why i kept getting drinks for me and my friends.. bought alot of lamboughini and abscene black (the strongest flammin drink). Stupidly i spend nearlt 300 bucks... First time tried abscene black.. it was dam FuXXXing strong can! The flame was so big. Sipped the whole thing finish and ii puked at the bar there... so paiseh la! my best bud Andy took it also puke there.. so funny la.. haha.. Well, hmm I dont know why but this guy (no names mention) suddenly came up to me and hugg me.. (He was my so ex date la who is a bastard who like many others only wanna get into my pants!) make me piss off only siia. I push his hands away and ask him to go FxxK off.. He taught me a lesson, I will never date anione older than me! Hmm my phone also dunno what happened... I msged (HIM) 4 times i thought he dun wan to reply or ignoring me but then found out he didnt receive my msg.. Felt so stupid.. So sorry if u think im ignoring you.. im not.

Saturday nothing much happened! Cant sleep well dunno why.. I woke up early at 8 then went to the gym. After gym i went swimming at HV there.. Gonna work my bods till good shape. Went home hungry my, my maid didnt cook and my mum was oversea. Dunno why im not so lazy today i actually cooked my brunch! haha.. nth special, just some eggs and roast a steak. took pic of it below... haha.. hmm He asked me out for movie today but last min cant make it so i went to town alone to get sum things. then went to clerk quay to meet my friends..

BorinG Day Today..

Another Boring Day in School today. Wake up late for my morning Class, Start at 9.30 I reach at 10 plus sia. All the student waiting for me in the Class room siia.. I walk into the class only all start going "Orh U late!!.." then one girl suan me say " U come very early today hor!" such an Evil bitch! Hope she fail her exam cant take Diploma. HUMPH!.. As usual my director came up to me in my office bout 3 plus after my lunch come lecture me... Toopid old man! not as if i everyday late siia.. Aniways ii give him excuse say bus breakdown.. haha Then he ask me why nv take taxi, then i answer "Taxi fare go up liao!". Haiz so suay sia.. Aniways I was still sleepy. Since ii got no eve class, so just sleep nia. Lock my office door and sleep.. hehe so smart right!

Today ii got think of him... hmm dunno whether he is thinking of me.. wanted to keep chatting with him on msn but ii dun wan disturb him scared later he find me irritating... Well, made my resolution. Frm today onwards, I am gonna put aside half of my Pay every mth to save up For my MBA. Maybe i will apply for it somewhere in April. So must go on thight budget.. cant spend so much liao. But i will work hard for the money so dat me and possibly IF will have my other half can enjoy together.. 3 more mth till MBA. Thanks to my director for approving my application..

Everytime you touch me, i become a hero. I'll make you save whereever you are. And bring you everything you ask for, nothing is about me. I'll shine like the candle in the dark, when you tell me that you love me

Today in Office.

Haiz... Today my day is so boring in office.. First, I had a morning class Teaching business English.. only 10 out of my 26 student came.. dont know what happened to them. Then in my afternoon class Business Comms, none of my students come.. Aiyo dunno why leh, is the subject damm boring or is it just me? Aniways they are lucky enuf to have a very young and "shuai ge" not! lecturer.. Haiz.. So whole day sit in my office lor marking papers, Preparing lecture notes and watching youtube... haha.. ii also took pic of my own office.. the wall is one of my fav color Yellow! so bright and lively.. But you see my table is pathetic right so messy.. haha maybe clean tmr la.. Its six already getting late.. beter go back now.. im alone scared got ghost! haha.


ii wanna hold you close under the rain, i wanna kiss your smile and feel your pain, i wanna share the world only for you, all the impossible ii wanna do.

ii misintepreted u...

I guessed i got the meaning wrongly.. He said he didnt reject me but just wanna know muii betta first... I hope he really mean it. Anyways, ii wanna get to know him better as well and ii also wan him to get to knoe me better coz ii dun wan him to regret later being with me just like dat boy "dun mention name".. When the time comes, if we are fated to be together, we will be together. Only time will tell.. ii will keep on trying to impress him with what i am made of, the true me and whats come frm my heart and within... This ii promiise..

Anyways... I might be thinking of doing My Masters Degree probably in few years to come. My school just offered me a direct application for it.. Of cozz ii wan to take it.. Anyone in the corporate world would want a MBA. But the cost is freaking $21 000.. ii will save that money ii hope...

Relationships are like glass... Sumtimes its better to leave them broken than to hurt yourself trying to put it back together.

Guess It wasnt meant to be..

Well, Guess i gotten the answer preety clearly... I know myself very well, its hard for almost anyone to accept me and i accept this reality.. Even though if i changed myself now, my past would still be there.. But ii never regret living my past and doing Its been a great experience, good and bad memories, but i this is what i do best. But now I think i wanna stop doing it already (Those who knoe me should know what i am talking about DQ). now, i wanna leave it all behind and start my career track.. Just wanna thank few ppl. First, my Mummy Sebrena and Agnes for guiding me. Fellow aquaintance who have worked together with me for the longest time; shawn, Lisyaz, Ash, mimi, wellness, Andy, and Max. Also Muii sistaz Jojo, Joey & michael yong. I also wanna thanks some fellow backstabbers (U know who U are: "WJ a must to mention" and others) whom taught me a lesson on trust. Aniways, I hope you guys continue aspiring and do what you do best now! Entertain!.. Cheers

Well, today funny thing happened, after 7 months, My ex suddenly msg me on msn and we talked. Though ii dun have that feeling for him anymore but it just feels wierd.. I felt even worse knowing he's still with his stead for 7 mth and loves him alot still (and his stead his way uglier than mi!!).. ii dunno... Makes me wonder what he's got that is so special? Guess ii must make myself a better man ba so next time i can treat my stead better and prove that i am a worthy and better man... Lessorn leant

I thought i found my Cinderella, But i little did i know that she has found her prince charming.. I got no choice but to walk away.. Goodbye love.

ii WiSh YoU OnLy KnEw ... Play, watch & listen..

This song is how i feel now.. i dont know.. Usually im not this unsure.. Im usually brave enuf to tell sumone i like him.. But dunno what has happend to me now.. Is it coz im scared? but what am i afraid of? theres sumthing inside holding me back.. Hate that feeling that when U like sumone but u're unsure whether he/she likes you back or not.. and ii have this very very low self esteem and confinence of myself.. And whether he/she is the right one for u and many other reasons.. I just wan to love that sumone (U if ure reading this), to take care of that person, be there when he needs me and be sumone he can rely and seek comfort with.. But alot of people dun appreciate this kindness and love and effort that i put in... should i give one more try to get him? or should ii just back out and be alone? Im not emo.. im just curious and it was on my thouht this morning... One day ii may just get married and have kids and spend the rest of my life with my wife, loving sumone till the day i die... but for now, ii want him! Only thing is ii dun think he may want me, at least ii dunno yet.. Well aniways if he dont like me, i'll just move on then, still needa make that big bucks for my future!! haha.. But ii really hope U'de like me too and give me the chance to get to know u better.. coz the day i met u was the day U captured my heart away and i'de do anything to get you.. aniways, yah here's my feelings and hope U read this...

if u know who you are.... i like you!!! and pls pls dun tell anyone about this k... !!!

Lost Muii HandPhone !!!

Saturday night I lost my Bleedy new phone!! OMG how could this happen?? II never lost Phone wan... as if.. ii somehow think one of my friends took it but how could he?? Coz, i was sitting at a food center with two of my friends, then my hp batt died and ii needed to make an urgent call, so i accidentally left my hp on the table (hoping my friends would look after it) and i borrow my friend HP to make a quick call outside the market coz to noisy.. I came back like two min later and found out my hp was gone!! Was so angry and annoyed! I search up and down but my bleedy friends just sit there and continue eating! they say they didnt notice aybe a passerby took it.. HOW could dat be??!!! No passerby will be so daring enuf to take right off sumone table lor.. Then the next day ii found out from another friend that my this friend (the one at the table) said that my bangs cover my forehead is bad luck and i deserve to lost the phone coz my father everytime buy me phones wan.. Walau!! what the hack my hair gotta do with my phone siia... and He took my phone twice liao lor the other time was sumwhere last year.. You see im such a GOOD and FORGIVING friend, i know you took my phone ii still keep quiet and still be ur good friend.. II know UU dun have much money and u confirm sell my phone de. Its not about the phone la but its the friendshp lor.. II help you so many times how could U do this to me TWICE!! U no $$ i always help you lor.. Im just upset with you now la.. but i think aftr sumtime i'll be ok le.. II just hope you change ur character lor.. I am ur BEST FRIEND lor and best friend DONT HURT EACH OTHER!! Pls mend ur way la.. and aniways, thats my new phone!! just got it 1 week ago nia.. but alas, I only have myself to blame for being soo careless. STUPID ME...

i think ii may fall in love again.. But ii dunno whether ii should go for it or stay my way of being ignorance to love and just enjoy freedom... help me.

my fav song.. play!!

Qian Li Zhi Wai... ii like this song very much.. hehe

Summore emoism of me

Will you forgive me??

When you left me..

Me and Barbie Vids... Play

Since i was in school, my friend keep asking me "Ken where is ur Barbie?"... SO, This vids is about me!!! and how Barbie dont deserve me!! haha i know its kind BHB... okok alot BHB but who cares... haha

Day out Bowling with muii friend.. Went to Marina Sq to bowl today.. my bowling skills has degraded so badly siia.. gotta puck up and be as pro as before.... chey!!.. But it was fun coz so long never bowl. Haha nothing much liaoz.. these few days quite free so keep going out with friends... gonna stay home this few days and sleep sleep sleep!!!

you need to take a chill pill and a small fries mister!

Another song for you.. Play watch and listen

Another meaningful song to me.. It was done by a vietnamese boy who lost sumone he really loves. Very toucing story and song.. haha emo again...

HIV test

Today ii got HIV test... Just a routine check and its free aniways.. was very scared to take leh dunno why just scared, not that i was naughty or sumtin but this kinda thing very scary to check wan summore have to take blood... then after that waited for the result.. waaa damm scary and excited siia, can feel my heart beating very fast and my hands trembling.. Aniways, I was super relieve when result show dat im NEGATIVE.. haha see the pic got only one line.. means negative.... haha

play, watch and listen... I love this song.. means alot to me

Hmmm its 2008 already!! I dont feel any diff frm last year.. Maybe not yet. New Year resolutions.. hmmm first, Make more money, second; make more money, third; make more money.. Then the rest of my resolutions will depends whether my first, second and third resolutions are achieve.. lol..

Anyways, New Year countdown party was fun at my friends place.. Loud music, fancy peoples, Nice drinks... Baileys irish cream my fav!! everyone was screaming when the fireworks started.. I dun understant why!! well, guess i dun fancy fireworks.. Didnt go clubbing instead i slept early.. Waiting for sumone to come back in the end that person never come back! I slept alone leh!! slaps! Aniways, I woke up damm late the next day dunno why.. Guess i was tired...

Nothing much happen this two days or so... so nth much to talk about... Oh ya.. I get so annoyed coz alot of ppl say im fat already!! i admit i do put on weight.. alot of weight..!! Dunno why lately i always very hungry, kept eating and eating and eating like pig! Maybe its puberty!